My Begining

Tuesday, May 23, 2006

I suppose I shall update, even though I don't have a whole lot to write about. For some reason I can't read comments on this computar...weird. My search for a job has prooven unsucessful, so I've resigned myself to a month of being bored out of my mind. Oh I have lofty goals, like doing lots of art, reading, biking, movie watching, but we'll just see if I can drag myself out of bed before noon on a regualr basis.

I've been feeling rather anti-social. Well, maybe not anti-social, just socially apathetic. I think about calling people and doing things, and then I don't. But I think that if someone were to seek me out, I'd probably do things, and have fun doing it. So call me?

I miss my boyfriend. a lot.

Um, this post seems rather depressing, but I'm not depressed. maybe just lonely? I've rediscovered the joys of PBS. no one else cares about that, but I thought I'd let you know what you're missing out on. It's high quality tv. Well, my time is almost up, they're kicking me off the computar at the library. That's an update.

Monday, May 08, 2006

So apparently our shittastic computer at home finally died, so now I am without the intardweb/AIM. This means you lazy bastards have to actually use el telephono to get ahold of me. Yeh, I'm home, but not for long. It will be back to Camp Dennie for senior week. That will be much fun.

I feel like I really have so much to do, and so little time in which to do it. That's how this entire semester has felt. The semester ended so abruptly, I could have used at least another month. But it was good. Contrary to my typical self, I didn't overspend durring the last two weeks on campus, so no list for that. I guess I realized I'll be spending mucho deniero on flights to CA this summer. Yay for Spanglish.

I guess that the end of this semester really marks a change. Everything will be different. I must admit I'm sort of scared. But then, I guess everything is always changing, and change isn't really that bad, it's just different. We will make it, we will survive, we are strong. Tell me we are strong.

I reread Kate Chopin's The Awakening today. That book feeds my soul. I think it was ment to be read in the spring.

Since there is no list of what I've bought, here's a list of things I've done this semester:
-Grown as an artist
-Visited Graceland/Memphis
-Rode the Greyhound for the first time
-Attended a Goth Club
-Found inspiration
-Written a script for senior research
-Gotten an Internship (made an honest attempt to do something scarry and exciting that I've never done before)
-Eaten a fancy meal with a movie director
-Fallen wildly in love with an amazing man

Yeh...it's been a good semester.