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Saturday, January 29, 2005
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Last night was an excellent friday night. Went to the mall with elia and Trinidad so they could watch kids for their psych project. While they did that I did some shopping...got an awsome top for $6, frivilous underpants for .75 cents!!! and a tiarra from claires! elia found a skirt for less than $2 and some underpants for less than a dollar as well...all and all a great shopping excursion.
then we came back and went to anime, which was enjoyable. i really like all the series we are watching, so that was fun (except for phil driving me nuts. it seems like he's out to drive me crazy, but that's another story i don't feel like getting into here). After anime, we all came back to my room and had a drag queen dance party! Steve came over and did our hair and make-up, and we went into the study lounge and danced around for a while. it was terriably fun!! Around 1am we decided to watch Pricillia, Queen of the Desert. It was a drag-o-licious evening, and i'm so glad jenna, elia and sarah are my friends. we have too much fun. tonight we're going skating, and elia and i are gonna catch the DFS film which is supposed to be pretty good. till then I've got shitloads of laundry, cleaning, and homework to do. (ps - tracy if you read this, get in touch with me, i wanna know if ur still gonna come down. I can't wait!!!) |
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Wednesday, January 26, 2005
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FIRSTS
First job: Weston Public Library First screenname: Semicharmedchck (still use it) First self purchased tape: hmm....that'd probably be The Wallflowers - bringing down the horse First funeral: Amber Carson (friend from old high school) First piercing/tattoo: My ears - third grade LASTS Last big car ride: Over Christmas Break to P-burgh and DC Last kiss: Last friday Last library book checked out: A Sexual profile of men in Power (very interesting and disturbing) Last movie seen: Um, that would probably be Baseketball Last beverage drank: Crystal lite Last food consumed: Egg rolls Last phone call: My dad at like 10am saturday morning (WTF?) CD played: The Wallflowers self-titled Last annoyance: certain people being assholes Last soda drank: Mountain Dew with Vodka Last ice cream eaten: Vanilla bean Last time scolded: Monday night by jenna for not doing my homework (she's my at school mom) Last shirt worn: I'm currently wearing my Dropkick Murphys shirt Last website visited: Ctrlaltdel-online.com I AM: bored out of my fucking mind I WANT: Someone to play with I NEED: booze I HAVE: a lot of homework I WISH: I had super powers I HATE: arogant people I FEAR: losing my mental capacities I HEAR: "My Special Moment" - The Vandals I SEARCH: for that fucking book....oh wait...nm I WONDER: why I REGRET: nothing (see previous posts) I LOVE: Baked Potato!! I ACHE: not at the moment. I ALWAYS: screw up. I AM NOT: real I DANCE: when drunk. I SING: a lot...more than I should I CRY: not very often I AM NOT ALWAYS: serious I WRITE: a lot I LOSE: at risk (but I still love that damn game) I CONFUSE: myself I NEED: something to do I SHOULD: be doing homework YES or NO: Fuck yeah! I LIKE TO COOK: over a camp fire. I HAVE A SECRET: 'I'll never teeellll' (name that movie refrence) DO YOU... HAVE A CRUSH: Um, actually not at the moment. WANT TO GET MARRIED: Eventually...no time soon...at all GET MOTION SICKNESS: nope THINK YOURE A HEALTH FREAK: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA LIKE THUNDERSTORMS: totally CURRENT HAIR COLOR: kinda brownish with bits of pink still in it. EYE COLOR: Blueish green? BIRTHPLACE: Willmington, North Carolina FAVORITES... NUMBER: 333 COLOR: red DAY: Saturday MONTH: July SONG: Currently - High Five by Callibreto 13 SEASON: Summer PREFRENCES... CHOCOLATE MILK, OR HOT CHOCOLATE: Um, chocolate milk MILK, DARK OR WHITE CHOCOLATE: Milk VANILLA OR CHOCOLATE: Chocolate, unless it's french vanilla IN THE LAST 24 HRS, HAVE YOU... CRIED? nope HELPED SOMEONE? i'd like to think so BOUGHT SOMETHING? nope SAID 'i love you'?: to my roomie WRITTEN A REAL LETTER: No TALKED TO AN EX?: actually, yes MISSED AN EX?: not really MISSED SOMEONE?: indeed |
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Monday, January 24, 2005
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got bored today and played around with blog skins. I really like this Lain one. Hope it isn't too angsty, cause that's not what I'm going for...I like the idea of new beginings. What do you guys think?
Is it just me, or is the Postal Service really really beautiful? |
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Sunday, January 23, 2005
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Ok, so think about this...
Life is like one of those Choose Your Own Adventure novels. Every little decision you make shapes and somehow impacts the story. It may not necessairly determine the ultimate outcome of the story, but it impacts the story, shaping it into YOUR story. And you HAVE to make choices. You can't pick one, and then go back and pick the other. Sure you may intend to do that, but you get all caught up in the storyline you chose that you forget, or you just can't go back and redo it. The only thing that's really different is, once the story is finished, with life you can't go back and reread it. You'll never know how one decision may have impacted your life. With the books you can, you can reread and reread until you've found the best story possiable. With life, its one shot...no regrets. And you know, honestly...I don't think I have many regrets. Yeh there are things that I've done that turned out badly, choices I've made that have sucked, things that have happened that I really didn't like...but honestly, if I had the chance to redo everything from the begining, like a Choose Your Own Adventure, I don't think I would change anything. Because all those things, those bad, wrong, crappy things are all part of the story. They're all part of me, and if they never happened, I wouldn't be where I am now...I wouldn't be who I am now. Who's to say that if everything happened exactly as I wanted it to that I would be better off? That I would be happier, a better person? Sure, there are things I wish I said to Micah, chances I wish I took in my social life, choices I wish I made earlier...but really...would it make a difference? I am who I am exactly because of the choices I've made, because of the chances I've taken or not taken, because of the challanges I've faced. I honestly feel that I can look back on everything in my life and appriciate it for what it is, just another chapter in an ever changing adventure. |
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Yesterday was kinda interesting. Elia and I hung out with the boys and Baked Potato, watched a few movies. At one point in the evening I was wandering through the lobby after a trip to the bathroom and I heard people calling my name. There were two girls (who I totally did not recognize) standing on the balconay above me and they were all like "Amber! We're dancing! You should come up and have a dance party with us!" Since Elia was passed out and the entertainment in Phil's room was kinda dying, I traipsed up the stairs. There weren't a lotta people hangin out, just a few guys and a few other girls, none of whom I knew at all. Apparently one of the girls who called me up there was in an acting class with me my freshman year. But I don't even remember her name, and we barely spoke 2 words to eachother ever. But she was really cool, and so were her friends. As it turned out, one of the guys was the RA of King, but he was really cool. We ended up sharing some schnapps together! How great is that?
So we danced around in one room, and wandered over to the RA's room and kind drifted between the two rooms. Now, there were these two guys there, who no one really knew very well. They were both throughly trashed, and hitting on EVERYONE in the room. So one girl and I were trying to keep them from getting all over her very drunk friend. So at one point we just told her, 'ok, it's time for you to go to bed now'. The guys got the point, and one left while the other wandered about in the lobby. I decided it would be best if I left as well, so I went to Phil and Noah's room and got my stuff and headed out. As soon as I open the door to leave, I see that creepy drunk guy in the lobby. He's yelling obsenities very loudly and punching things, like a couch, the windows, the wall. No one else is in the lobby, and I remember him saying he had to walk back up the hill! There was no way in hell I was gonna go back up the hill BY MY SELF with creepy-drunk-horney-violent guy going in the same direction. So I went back into Phil's room and just hung out for another 15min or so. After that, the guy was gone and I went back up the hill. The entire trip back up, I was sooooooo paranoid! I was CONVINCED someone was following me, it totally freaked me out. However, I returned safely, watched part of a movie with Elia and Vasara and fell asleep around 3:30. The moral of the story is...Don't be Ben Aflack. (oh, and ps...I LOVE BAKED POTATO!) |
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Wednesday, January 19, 2005
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Ok, this is officially one of my new favorite songs by one of my new favorite bands.
Jenna, this song's for you. High 5 by Calibretto 13 Your the right, Im the left Sometimes we don't agree But that's ok cuz in the end We're still brothers you and me We'll go to Steak n' Shake sometimes Cuz we hang out every night And we do the same old thing Sometimes we fool around too much Cuz we are a frisky bunch We get in trouble every day Hey Ho straight through the heart I'm for you and I know you're there for me Give me a High 5 Hey Ho friends till the end Can't you see that's the way it's got to be You're the money and the bomb, But I talk about your mom Even though it isn't right Go to mikey's play some games, Stay up till the break of day, Maybe get into a fight. Even though we're hittin' 20 And we haven't yet matured, You know I think it's kinda funny That we're all a bunch of nerds. |
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Tuesday, January 18, 2005
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Idea:
Emperal Walker Texas Ranger Bot. It's like an Emperial Walker, but with a trench coat and a giant cowboy hat. how awsome would that be? the answer is...very. |
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Monday, January 17, 2005
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i have crossed over. I now own dice.
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Sunday, January 16, 2005
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yay, its so great to be back where I belong. don't get me wrong, I had a great break, but Denison just feels like home now.
the past week has been very busy and fun. I had lunch with Aaron, Tracy, and Heather. Friday after lunch w. heather I went to the High School and met up with Bobby D and various other people. we went to grounds, and bowling and watched some movies. It was an enjoyable evening. Saturday was simply delightful. Kristin, Mark and I went shopping. I now have a pair of friviolous underpants from Victoria's Secret :-D It was a great afternoon. Saturday night I went to a lock-in with my old youth group. I kinda didn't want to go, but when I got there I actually had a good time. Played some vollyball and came in second in a 3on3 basketball tournment. didn't get home till well after 4am. Today started good. Got some sleep, got packed, hit the road by 2. A half hour into the trip, as soon as I get on I75, my car starts dinging at me and decides to die. I mannaged to limp her into a rest area, where I proceded to call AAA and my folks. We got the car towed and fixed up, it appeared to be very low on transmition fluid. I then left again at 430. I made it to denison by 630, very tired and grouchy. So begins a new semester. The last one proved to be very interesting... let the games begin. |
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Thursday, January 13, 2005
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This is a really beautiful song...
Farewell and Goodnight - The Smashing Pumpkins goodnight, to every little hour that you sleep tight may it hold you through the winter of a long night and keep you from the loneliness of yourself heart strung is your heart frayed and empty cause it's hard luck, when no one understands your love it's unsung, and i say goodnight, my love, to every hour in every day goodnight, always, to all that's pure in your heart |
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Sunday, January 09, 2005
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I'm home now. We have like 6in of snow here, its crazy!
Know what else is crazy? When driving home yesterday I made 1 pit stop and got hit on twice! what is up with that? I wasn't even lookin particularly sexy. But here's a bit o' advice for you gents out there. I don't care how good looking you are, do not try to pick up a girl at a gas station. Especially when she's obviously traveling alone. You could be Brad Pitt beautiful, but if you approach a woman when she's putting air in her tires alone, she's gonna go into defense mode and you're not gonna get anywhere. Simple as that. I am so incrediably busy this week. If you wanna see me, please get in touch soon. No more lunch dates, and friday night is reserved for a movie or possiably bowling (lemme know if u wanna come). Hehehe...if u want Amber lovin, you gotta take a number and get in line. it's first come first serve around here. I really do love waffels. |
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Wednesday, January 05, 2005
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Back in P-Burgh. Had lots of fun w. elia. Did a lot of shopping. Hung out with Phil, Noah and John sunday night. Saw "The Life Aquatic" which I highly recomend. Things are goin really great! :)
Jenna's feelin under the weather, so I'm chillin on her computer for a while. I stole this from Kristin. Name: Amber Autumn Yoder Birthdate: 2/8/85 Eye color: Blueish green Hair Color: Brown Righty or Lefty: Righty Zodiac Sign: Aquarious Innie or Outie: innie Describe Your... Hair: Kinda long, straight, boring at the moment Fears: Semi-trucks, corn fields, and pain in general Perfect pizza: Californian style You Prefer: pepsi or coke: don't drink much pop anymore. mcdonalds or burger king: wendies single or group dates: single Adidas or nike: neither chocolate or vanilla: chocolate cappucino or coffee: Chai Tea Do You: smoke: the ocasional cigar have a crush on someone: uh...kinda? think you've been in love: I don't think so want to go to college: I'm in college want to get married: someday type with your fingers on the right keys: yep believe in yourself: sorta...more than i used to get motion sickness: nope think you're attractive: like i said, more than i used to get along w/ parents: well enough, when they're not driving me nuts like thunderstorms: totally In the last 6 months did/ have you: drink: yep smoke: yep done a drug: yep made out: yep go to the mall: yep eaten a whole box of oreos: nope eaten sushi: never have made homemade cookies: yep been in love: no dyed your hair: yep played a game that required removal of clothing: yep been caught "doing something": yep been called a tease: yep gotten beat up: I'm a lover, not a fighter changed who you were to fit in: not really The Future: Age of marriage: No time soon...maybe 30? numbers/ names of children: 1 kid...possiably adopted How do you want to die: In a flaming ball of glory career: I'll tell ya when I figure it out country i'd like to visit: Costa Rica, Ireland, Australia, Japan, Italy best article of clothing: my $3 skirt Number of: girls kissed: 0 girls made out with: 0 boys kissed: 6 boys made out with: 3 illegal drugs taken: 1 people you can trust with your life: trust no one. piercings: 3 tattoos: 0 times you've had your name in the newspaper: school and plays and suff, i dunno...a lot who do you like?: They know who they are who likes you?: the same people who do you want to do?: ha...like i'd tell you Who do you never get sick of?: Heather Who do you really get sick of?: arrogant people Sleep on back, side, or belly?: depends Do you like water?: basically all I drink besides fruit juice and alcohol In the last 48 hours have you: Cried: nope bought something: oh yeh gotten sick: no sang: In the car...Guns 'N Roses own my soul eaten: i should hope so felt stupid: suprisingly no met someone new: yep had a serious talk: not really missed someone: yeh hugged someone: yep fought w/ parents: haven't seen em for over a week, so no dreamed about someone you can't be with: i don't remember my dream from last night well, that killed some time. Cya'll soon! |
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