know what I find really strange? People tend to open up to me, I mean really open up. Like, people I hardly know, or complete strangers in the store will tell me their life stories and stuff thats really personal. Or people who I just like consider casual friends confide all this confidential stuff to me. its really weird.
Maybe i just find it strange because its so hard for me to open up to people like that. Seriously, I hardly ever talk about stuff thats going on in my life with people. It takes me a long time to trust people and to feel comfortable around them. and by then, they've already told me so much of their problems that I feel like by telling them mine, I'd just be adding to their burdens. Everyone comes to me, and I've got to be the one with the advice and the support. So even tho I know there are people who would do the same for me, I just don't feel like I'm able to open up to them. Everyone's so wraped up in their problems and lives. Conversations are so one sided. 'No one listens to you, they're just waiting for their turn to talk'. (The infinite wisdom and insight of Fight Club never ceses to amaze me.) No one bothers to ask how I'm doing, and if they do I feel like my problems are insignificant to theirs.
Maybe I should go to support groups.
Or rather, start a fight club. I've got too much anger
